Oh how I want to sleep. It's terribly painful in my penis and lower ba…

Oh how I want to sleep. It's terribly painful in my penis and lower back. With throbbing pain. I can't even turn over in bed, it's such an awful pain. Getting up is so hard. As if a huge weight lies on my belly and presses me down onto the bed. It's unbearably hot, I open the window even though my mother-in-law complains. Because she turns on the heater for the night and the heat is unbearable. And I open it because I'm dying from the heat. I can't sleep at all, even though I want to. But my lower back and penis hurt already for probably a week or more. And every night it gets worse and worse...