Hello everyone! The last few days have been the hardest, the agonizing...

Hello everyone! The last few days have been the hardest, the agonizing wait is killing me? Almost every day is training, it pulls at my lower abdomen and everything's on hold ??‍♀️. No signs of anything. I've already gotten used to pain by the end of the day. What do you do for fun? How to distract yourself? Every day you think about today, and it seems like nothing happens because of that waiting. But what else to think about before bed or every morning ? It feels like this day won't come. Apathy and loss of strength like that. How do you occupy your mind ?