Today I messed up myself and my child. After giving birth, my attitude…

Today I messed up myself and my child. After giving birth, my attitude towards food became skeptical. I don't know why, but I just don't feel like eating. I understand that I need to feed him and eat everything they give me + mom brings broths. I drink water and tea... But yesterday from night till today and all day my child hasn't eaten ?? I've been trying and trying... there's not much milk. From inattentiveness I went to the nurse and asked for a bottle of formula. While she was feeding him, a feeling of emptiness stood in my heart. I couldn't even clean my room because of this whole thing. I couldn't feed my child, I