First pregnancy and first births, 41 week, I'm in the maternity ward.…

First pregnancy and first births, 41 week, I'm in the maternity ward. They've done vaginal massage twice already, dilation 1.5 cm. The doctor said we'll wait until 7:00 AM, if contractions don't start, they'll do an amniotomy, I can't sleep, I'm anxious. I really want to hold the baby soon, but I'm afraid of the pain and suffering I'll have to go through ?