First pregnancy and first births, 41 week, I'm in the maternity ward. …

First pregnancy and first births, 41 week, I'm in the maternity ward. They've done vaginal massage twice already, dilation 1.5 cm. The doctor said we'll wait until 7:00 AM, if contractions don't start, they'll do an amniotomy, I can't sleep, I'm anxious. I really want to hold the baby soon, but I'm afraid of the pain and suffering I'll have to go through ?