Girls, many children. The question is how do you even cope? Son 12 yea…

Girls, many children. The question is how do you even cope? Son 12 years old, daughter 4.5 and 10 months. And I'm still pregnant. Do you manage? I go with these sums, but how will I present another fourth if I'm honest, panic, I'm afraid. And I feel guilty that I can't give everyone equal attention. And I also think about giving birth or not. I still have time for this.