For a month it feels like I've already forgotten how to live without pain.…

For a month it feels like I've already forgotten how to live without pain. It doesn't hurt only when I lie still and then it starts hurting on the side I was lying on! The pain gets worse in the evening (I can't go for a walk outside, I can't do anything around the house, the pain intensifies, but my leg just freaks out, I want to cry all the time and everything is just ? and my leg just wants to be ripped off! I have to endure another two months, so I could hug my little baby and forget about all these months of suffering! And my gait just kills me, I walk like a crazed zombie penguin ?‍♀️ in any other way, I