Girls, hello everyone, 35 weeks pregnant, toxemia is terrible, diagnos…

Girls, hello everyone, 35 weeks pregnant, toxemia is terrible, diagnosis pancreatitis, living as if I'm losing meaning, I want to give birth today, I can't go on like this, it's too hard, there's no time, I haven't been this sick before. Hospital, they were quarantined, we got infected with both flu and something else. Horrible system, pills don't help what should I do?