The girls gave birth three months ago, with the baby everything is fin…

The girls gave birth three months ago, with the baby everything is fine but not so good with me. The childbirth was complicated and hemorrhoids appeared, it doesn't bother me at all and appeared not immediately, I felt it while taking a shower, first I was scared because I never encountered it, I searched for information and it's 100% hemorrhoid, moreover external one, I am looking for a proctologist doctor, but maybe someone has experienced something like this, it's scary to the point of horror...