Good morning to all pregnant ladies... Girls, I feel very bad right no…

Good morning to all pregnant ladies... Girls, I feel very bad right now... As a doctor I understand the whole situation... But my heart doesn't want to believe it... I hope this is a horrible nightmare ? please pray for me... I'm afraid that if everything is confirmed... I won't be able to smile like this anymore... I'm in pure depression... I feel sorry for my husband and children... That they now have such a very weak wife and mother... I won't be able to get through this... Baby under my heart, please live and be healthy??????