Girls good evening everyone. I have such a question: who had tears during…

Girls good evening everyone. I have such a question: who had tears during childbirth, how long did they heal and who had seams diverge, what did they do about it, and also how long did it heal, and was it all restored there? I'm struggling, I don't have any strength left, it's not healing well, and my doctor says don't make up things, she has everything simple. Especially now she's on vacation. It's already very painful for me, but discomfort and I think meat is pushing out((( Maybe I'm exaggerating, but somehow it's not neat there anymore, will it close itself?