I don't know what I'm freaking out about — hormones or what. I never t…

I don't know what I'm freaking out about — hormones or what. I never thought I'd just put on makeup at home like this just to at least look better in front of my family; otherwise my face is red and blotchy, irritated, maybe with tiny pimples, it's swollen too. I probably eat a lot. Well, anyway, I don't like myself right now... even makeup barely helps ?? And my hair annoys me too — it falls out for no reason, there's so much of it, and the color has gone dull, you can really see it... I don't do anything, no masks or anything, but I think I'll have to work really hard on myself later.