For the second day I've been reading Nadezhda's posts about her little…

For the second day I've been reading Nadezhda's posts about her little angel who left this world today. It hit me so hard. I started rewatching all my ultrasounds, comparing them with stuff on the internet. Damn, I'm in a terrible state... depression was starting, all sorts of thoughts keep popping into my head, I can't switch my brain to positive. Now I'm worrying about my baby, wondering if everything is okay ???