Hi everyone, I finally gathered all the tests and went to the endocrin…

Hi everyone, I finally gathered all the tests and went to the endocrinologist again. But it's heartbreaking ??? Since my blood sugar is above normal again, they're diagnosing diabetes and gave me referrals for 3 paid tests. I also need to buy a glucometer and measure my sugar for 1–1.5 weeks, 6 times a day. This is awful! All my fingers will be poked full of holes! I have to stick to a diet. Even though I ate properly and even lost 20 kg before pregnancy, and everything seemed fine. But now I can't get back into it. I gave myself a little time to eat junk food and everything went back. I can't imagine what to do now. I tried to follow a healthy diet — until lunch everything is fine, but at the afternoon snack I binge and it all starts over. Girls, what should I do? How do I control myself????